We checked into a guest rental of the educational institution after eight within the evening. By some potential at that person 2d I couldn’t make a selection in mind the true particulars of our prior disappear, agreeable focusing on getting settled there. Why I became there that too I didn’t rather bother about. Alternatively, since my colleague got here in conjunction with me I became confident ample that it became an legitimate time out. That it became reasonably irregular no longer to make a selection in mind the rest relating to the time out or the motive of the controversy over with didn’t depraved my mind either.
The room became rectangular and regarded pleasant, a bit extra colossal than normal rooms. From the doorway on the left section of the room there became the double bed; on the left aspect of the bed there became a sliding glass-paned window giving a test to the entrance aspect of the guest rental; a cabinet on the nook opposite the bed; on the in actual fact helpful there became a desk with three wood cushioned chairs and beyond that there became the door to the bathroom. I bought unfamiliar as soon as I saw one more closed door on the left aspect of the bathroom door, that is to advise, on the farthest fair real hand nook from the doorway. From the shape of the floor I became obvious that the further door couldn’t join to one more space. I determined to search out out later what that spirited door led to. There became one extra window on the in actual fact helpful aspect from entrance; all curtains were drawn across since the AC became put on.
My colleague Srijay requested me regularly if I became delighted and if I wished something extra. Getting assured from my solutions he left for his room reminding me to expose supper positively sooner than ten o’clock at which era the tiny eating facility closed down for the evening. I saw him to the door thanking him for his scenario. As I closed the door I felt somebody’s presence within the room. I whirled round to my left, and for a 2d I became stupefied with an uncanny feeling.
Standing sooner than the drawn curtains of the window a short, stocky and unlit skinned boy smiled up at me. I stared at him, nothing popping out of my frozen vocal chords. The boy grinned at me and acknowledged,
“Sir … you may possibly possibly’ve forgotten me! Why … I became the room provider while you bought here here last time!”
Wonderful, I got here here earlier too, however by some potential I couldn’t effect that boy, no longer ready to make a selection in mind if I met him last time. More than that I became very mighty smitten by the regarded as how he bought in. The attendant left after hanging my bags in expose, and nobody got here after that; I became there with Srijay biggest. The true fact that my mind became already a bit blurred I took particular care now to effect issues in agreeable focal point, and my mind started racing which became interrupted by the boy all over again.
“Sir, don’t terror … you’ll make a selection in mind later, unnecessary to claim. Please name room provider in expose for you the rest … and I’ll advance all over again” With that the boy unlocked the door, went out and closed it from out of doorways, all in a languid motion.
I stood there motionless for some time. Within the waste I forcibly put it out of my mind, and on the same time I determined to explore all the issues relating to the room. At as soon as I headed for the spirited door past the bathroom. I moved the door knob giving it a delicate push to clutch if it became locked from the different aspect.
No, it wasn’t. I pushed further and the door opened into an infinite rental giving the influence of some build of a retailer room. But, why a retailer room became hooked as a lot as the principle room? This kind of facility became never equipped in any resort or guest rental the effect I stayed within the outdated few years. The room had some extinct wood furniture and few wood racks scattered here and there. Straight ahead there became one more door, and real away I moved in opposition to it to search out out what became mendacity beyond, my curiosity on the high now. As I neared the door something moved on my fair real. There became a huge extinct wood rack covered fully with a white sheet from high to bottom, and under the underside shelf the cloth became hurriedly pulled inside. Any individual must be hiding under it! I bought in actual fact horrified now, a chill operating down my spine.
“Who the hell is there?” I shouted on the high of my advise. Nothing came about for just a few moments. And then, the cloth became thrown aside, and there emerged the frame of outdated extinct girl with unkempt hair, sunken eyes and protruding cheekbones obtrusive at me, and in a flash looking out to soar on me. She known as out in a sick shrill, “Give me money … give me food … now … or … I’ll be pleased you up, you scandalous man!” More in fear than the menace of a bodily assault I instinctively rushed in opposition to the door because the sickly lady charged after me. In a flash I opened the door, pushed the speeding identify thru it and locked it from inside. I had no time to see what lay beyond that door as I planned to earlier. I’ve locked this door, and now I’ll make a selection that ‘spirited’ door of my room permanently locked never bothering about it, however I’ll with out a doubt document this topic to the manager, I promised myself.
Outdoors the door the shrill rose to a crescendo now, and I hurriedly turned round heading abet for my room. I took biggest just a few steps as soon as I heard a scratching noise slowly rising in volume. I whirled round all over again taking a explore on the door. Any individual became looking out to crush open the door. Who may possibly well or no longer it is? That outdated girl couldn’t presumably emit so mighty power? I stood there transfixed. The scratching turned a hammering now. The door started shaking violently.
My God … it became freely givingof, I watched in awe! The cease door hinge became nearly long past; the center one became getting jerked uncontrollably. If that gave away the one-part door would advance off. I include to attain something now … and rapidly.
Instinctively all over again, I rushed in opposition to the door. My conception became to push the door out in conjunction with the intruder to the different aspect, presumably crushing her or him under the door, then shuffle abet to the room, locking the ‘spirited’ door securely and be in contact to reception. Completely one part became beyond my make a selection a watch on-I didn’t know what lay beyond that door, and what became the different of my foes, biggest the girl or extra …
I did as I planned. I managed to push the door free of its hinges to the unhealthy aspect out of doorways. Alternatively, the falling door didn’t crush anybody under its weight. To my shock and awe, there became biggest that outdated extinct sick girl out of doorways, and he or she dexterously succeeded in wriggling herself out of the falling door.
Eyes blazing, breathing venom, hair and hands flailing and shrieking wildly the girl became dancing in a seizure of insanity. “Give me money … give me food … you crooked idiot!” I didn’t retreat inside, as if stupefied by the spectacular dance of insanity in entrance of me, as if attempting in vain to analyze what it became all about. I lost just a few precious moments within the job. In those seconds the wild cavorting spectacle in lethal throes took preserve of a tiny iron desk, and got here speeding to hit me. I pulled my mind out of wondering about how she may possibly well advance to love so mighty of energy, so ominously potent, and focused on my next important high-tail.
My self protection mechanism now turned to the attacking mode as I moved out within the open looking out to inch around her eluding her, looking out to tire her out and to take care of terminate the most opportune 2d to deactivate her. For the first time I became conscious that it became an open rental, love a backyard, and there were few constructing blocks surrounding the rental. There were some heads and voices too within the lighted balconies of some blocks, however nobody tried to intervene or aid either of us. You may well well no longer request the rest from these zombies; on the most they’re going to purchase out their mobiles, purchase selfies and revel in, I mused bitterly as I ran across the rental with the specter giving a relentless lumber. “Give me money … give me food … you glum devil!”
In all chance there got here a divine intervention. In that seemingly unending inch and lumber, one 2d got here to me when she became terminate ample to me on my fair real about to expose round to confront me. I authorized that 2d love the proverbial straw; caught preserve of her and the iron desk using both of my hands, gave her an almighty shove and ran headlong in opposition to my room-thru the broken door and through that enigmatic door. Unnaturally highly efficient as she became, the outdated girl may possibly well no longer purchase it this time reeling, cursing and falling with a thud on the farthest aspect of the rental, the iron desk on high of her. That gave me pleasant ample time to seal my protection.
I activated all the locks on the market on that mysterious door, and sat down on the bed panting with a shuffle of blood to my head. Shrill shrieks of the insane lady may possibly well now no longer be heard now. Alternatively, at this utter 2d issues all over again bought a bit blurred, I had no belief in any admire why. At that person 2d I ought to include carried out the most obtrusive part-name up reception, document that emergency and inch them to purchase on the spot preventive steps. But as a substitute, I biggest felt pangs of hunger in my belly, and regarded as taking preventive steps for that biggest. I checked out my peep. Oh God … it became quarter past ten, no point calling the canteen now, I believed despondently.
My cell cell phone rang. Within the commotion I completely forgot about my cell phone which became mendacity deserted on the bedside desk. Now that active machine by some potential brought me a bit nearer to actuality, it appeared. It became Srijay flashing on the screen as I answered it.
“Sir, include you taken your supper? Are you already in bed?”
“Neither. I forgot to expose on time. Few irregular issues taking place here that I’ll repeat you the next day at leisure. For the 2d I’m famished and I don’t know what to attain! No automobile on the market to enterprise out to town . ”
“Sorry to hear that, Sir. Anyway, don’t terror. There may possibly be a joint, reasonably pleasant, nearby. From the principle entrance of the guest rental turn fair real and also you’ll rep it a hundred meters away.”
For pleasant or deplorable I became no longer obvious at that time, my hunger pangs bought the simpler of me submerging my earlier uncommon experiences into an figuring out with actuality. How I got here out of the guest rental with out confronting anybody within the reception I didn’t give a thought to that time and neither may possibly well I decide in mind now. The whys and hows in my chronicle were quiet refusing to repeat themselves, to my stutter helplessness.
Anyway, I exited from the guest rental gate and turned fair real as suggested. The scenario puzzled me rather loads. As I remembered from my earlier talk over with or visits the guest rental became positioned in a tiny township of the institution with biggest a fundamental boulevard and lecture room and administrative blocks and workers quarters scattered round with open spaces lined with trees. Coming out of doorways now I stumbled on several other roads connecting to the principle boulevard, and a entire bunch lighted taking a explore or ingesting enclosures for the duration of. Alternatively, there were lonely stretches of presumably hundred meters every on either aspect of the guest rental. I even stumbled on a long way-off hills silhouetting a dark skyline opposite to the guest rental which became no doubt no there as soon as I got here last. Recurring thoughts creeping in all over again I quickened my steps in opposition to the eatery …
The eatery perceived to me as an Italian food joint with largely rapidly food objects most of which weren’t even known to me. Folks were crowding, leaning and craning over-the-counter for getting expose coupons since it became a self-provider restaurant. Alternatively, to my shock, there became hardly ever any noise, an eerie silence prevailed.
As I approached the counter for a explore-in on the objects on the market the nagging thought got here to me all over again; since checking in I didn’t name my even as soon as wife informing her of my whereabouts, even supposing I wished to repeat her first part after arrival; however by some potential, I never cared to purchase within the cell and dial her quantity. Let me expose the food first and then I’ll name her, I assured myself all over again.
I hunted for the menu, however there became none; biggest names of some dishes were scribbled on the dark board within the abet of the counter. I squeezed my eyes to focal point on the objects, however may possibly well no longer be taught nicely, and the true project became I became by no means obvious what components those dishes were made of. I regarded here and there for some build of aid and steering. My eyes riveted on a tiny boy, in early youngsters, standing in entrance of a desk within the ingesting space beckoning to me to advance to him. I stumbled on him too younger for a waiter, and real away warned myself that he’ll be a part of a racket to fleece inclined prospects. So I determined to push aside him, and pushed my map thru to the person within the abet of the counter.
I requested him for a menu card or to repeat me relating to the components ancient in making diversified objects on blow their own horns. He checked out me reasonably oddly, known as somebody from the backside, and suggested me to put together the person for the advisory. The man became immense and had an athletic build with bulging biceps and chest muscles threatening to shuffle thru the gentle T-shirt he wore. He sized me up haughtily and ordered me to put together him. Is he going to purchase me to the kitchen, I questioned.
I followed him obediently as he walked by the aspect of the restaurant that led to a wood staircase. He climbed briskly up the steps and I had danger conserving observe of him as a entire bunch of us were either going up or coming down the steps, I didn’t fancy why. We arrived at a huge colossal wood platform crowded with of us scattered here and there. I froze as I managed to purchase a nearer explore.
Most of us there were bodily deformed or downhearted beggars or both. I guessed some of them will likely be leprosy affected too. They were mendacity on the floor in helpless sprawls making irregular noises. Some of them were moaning, some crying and some shrieking out in agony, ‘Support us … aid us … aid us …!’ Another ready-bodied guys were trudging thru the fleshy spread of human our bodies, inspecting them, taking photos … however making no effort to aid them in any map.
My 2d of the paralyzing shock ticket me dearly. I lost observe of the muscular guy. He perceived to include vanished into thin air. How is it you can factor in, how a chubby bodybuilder love him can vanish love that, I had a sense of terror rising within me. There became no exit from the platform on the different aspect as there were brick walls round with just a few wood windows strewn here and there, mostly closed; any customer must relate the staircase for departing too. Now, the disfigured, the agonized and the helpless our bodies on the floor turned responsive to me standing there uncertainly, and their noises started to be directed at me. I shook myself out of the paralysis, and started taking a probe for a rapidly traipse.
Fortuitously, I didn’t lose my map and the staircase became quiet there. I nearly ran in opposition to it and plummeted down the steps love a cursed capturing giant name. An amazing sense of relief flooded my entire self as I arrived abet on the entrance aspect of the restaurant.
With relief the hunger pangs returned too. As I contemplated my next high-tail I spotted a person, carrying a civilized manner and bespectacled, taking a form of hobby in me and became coming in opposition to me. I took him for a professor of the institution, and became by no means averse to assembly him. Genuinely, I believed, a native professor most regularly is a in actual fact pleasant files for me. I waited for him to affix me.
He became lean and of medium height; smiling eyes within the abet of the glasses and dark curly hair. He acknowledged to me real away,
“Whats up, you appear to be a stranger on this a part of the globe, I utter! I’m Akhter, a businessman from Mumbai.”
So he became no longer a native professor and an equal stranger love me, I believed dully. I acknowledged to him loud,
“Properly, no longer precisely. I visited this effect earlier, however this time I’m finding it a bit irregular. Anyway, I’m Hridayesh from Kolkata. Nice assembly you!” We shook hands.
“You explore reasonably ruffled up, are you in some build of danger?” he requested. “I do know this effect nicely. Present me, I will mean that you just may possibly out.”
I informed him about my predicament finding a supper. He took me to a nearby shop, bought cigarettes, lighted his and equipped me one. I with courtesy refused. He relaxed, making me relax too. We continued our conversation, however I lost observe of the thread as antagonistic to the fact that he promised to purchase me to a pleasant food joint. After finishing his fag he requested me to advance with him. We hit the principle boulevard and walked within the route which I believed took us farther away from the guest rental. This time I felt confident of lastly quashing my hunger protests. A number of yards on the principle boulevard we turned fair real in opposition to a lane, on the cease of the lane I may possibly well look an illuminated restaurant. His steps turned quicker as I followed him in …
The one-storied longish block housed a retailer on our fair real and a cafe cum bar on the different. The kitchen became likely positioned within the abet of the retailer, because I saw several waiters popping out with loaded trays and some entering per chance for added food orders. My friend perceived to include locked his eyes with gigantic-bellied elderly manager on the money counter which served both the bar and the retailer. All real away, Akhter started shaking in pleasure.
“Here’s a tight effect, include your drinks and food in comfort,” he acknowledged to me. “I include to high-tail now. Sorry no longer to be with you. Because I include to include a one-evening-stand with my packets …” and with these irregular phrases he vanished within the abet of the retailer …
I stood there for some time, no longer vivid what to carry out of the phrases agreeable uttered by my erstwhile friend, and what to attain next. Alternatively, I determined to attain the most intellectual part at that 2d. I went in heading for the bar. As I pushed my map thru the revolving glass doorways I got here to a standstill all over again taking a explore on the spectacle.
The bar became colossal, rectangular in dimension, with a fleshy glass wall giving a test of the avenue out of doorways and a wood-paneled wall on the different aspect. To my stutter shock and shock, the entire inside became stuffed with thick layers of smoke rising as a lot as the spurious ceiling. How on earth they were allowed to smoke inside, I believed in awe; my mind taking an outline of all the steps taken by the overall public authorities nowadays to set of us from exposure to passive smoking. What amazed me next were the prospects there.
Most of them were younger boys and women. Nearly each person became smoking, throwing out rings of smoke upwards. Some were taking a explore up squealing in ecstasy while just a few others were zigzag over the tables, jerky and sneezing; some were staring round with entire disinterest and glazed eyes; some were either howling or moaning or undeniable crying and some others were swaying from aspect to aspect of their merriment with their our bodies hitting or brushing against other our bodies. I didn’t purchase long to fancy what became happening.
It became obviously a drug bar, and I became astounded as to how this may possibly be carried out so overtly and in this kind of brazen manner. My first impulse became to dial the police if any on this irregular effect, however by some potential my cell cell phone and I turned poles aside within the happenings up to now. A number of addicts turned responsive to me standing uncertainly in entrance of the doorway, and they stared at me, as if looking out to utter me; just a few perceived to jeer at me while some others communicated to me pitifully, ‘give us sustenance … give us sustenance … please! “My amazement rapidly giving method to terror I made a like a flash retreat.
Out of the bar I walked disoriented and aimless for a short time, by no means afflicted relating to the streets or the panorama or the skyline. All real away all over again, I stumbled on myself in entrance of a cafe which, to my immense relief, regarded love a ancient one with two rows of neatly arranged desks and chairs and normal taking a explore waiters intriguing round taking orders from prospects scrutinizing the menus. Alternatively, something else became expecting me inside.
As I entered the open doorway heading for an empty desk the manager within the abet of the money counter moved round in immense creep, and strolling past me slapped a waiter busy taking orders unawares; he repeated his unprecedented acts on three other waiters, slapping them with fury and vehemence. As I became destined that evening I stood transfixed there, one beyond regular time. Now, the manager became shouting love a madman.
There became a 2d of absolute silence within the restaurant following the manager’s acts with prospects and workers alike disturbed and immobilized. From the incoherent phrases of the manager I surmised that sometime abet the resort owner’s daughter with just a few of her visitors visited the restaurant for dinner, and one or extra waiters misbehaved with them, no longer vivid their credentials or simply ignoring them. The daughter and team left in a huff, and the manager bought a resounding bashing from the owner over cell phone. So he acted upon it real away. Alternatively, sooner than his action fully justified his fury something extra dramatic came about.
Three goons with weapons ready and pointed of their hands entered the restaurant. One in every of them stood guarding the doorway, one aimed his gun point-dark on the manager’s head and the 1/Three one took effect on the rear cease. And I became love a duck sitting beautiful amid the strangest scenario. This would well no longer high-tail on to any extent further as a long way as my security is concerned, I determined. I became an unintentional bystander and therefore there became no motive why I ought to compromise my security. I started intriguing in opposition to the doorway slowly as a heated switch of phrases became taking effect between the manager and the gun-toting goon.
I nearly made it. But unfortunately, agreeable on the final 2d of exit I by chance brushed against the goon standing there, and his gun fell to the ground. Sooner than the goon may possibly well react to that I acted impulsively and with a pleasant presence of mind. I real away stooped down, picked up the gun and handed it over to him with a sweet smile. The bewildered thug additionally managed a smile, and as I made my last high-tail to exit he acknowledged to me in a reasonably paralyzing perplexity, “You gotta be a pleasant man! But many pleasant guys gotta die earlier than others! Nah ..?” he hollered in immense merriment over his like humor. “Revel within the evening, goodbye!” I smiled weakly abet at him and slowly moved out. The goon leaned out of the doorway to peep me, quiet giggling.
About twenty yards ahead the boulevard turned fair real, and if I became ready to round that nook I’d lastly high-tail out of his test. I watched many movies and be taught many thrillers the effect the villains looked to be very suave, subtle and benevolent, however on the climax they ancient to abolish the victims mercilessly. These twenty yards perceived to be an eternity as I started intriguing slowly ahead measuring every step and on the same time conserving an absolute outward quiet. The drawing terminate chance that he may possibly well put a bullet thru my abet any time became a horrific thought that refused to high-tail away my mind.
Nothing came about for roughly ten yards. I quickened my creep biggest by a fragment now so as that it didn’t catch observed, suppressing my excessive desire to interrupt into a plain inch, and agreeable vanish round the nook … and traipse …
Two yards extra to overcome … and I may possibly well be a free man, no longer lower than within the intervening time. I may possibly well now no longer hear his laughter and dared no longer explore abet. In all chance he in actual fact most smartly-liked my gesture in no longer using the chance equipped by the falling gun; that he became biggest joking about ‘pleasant guys’ and that he became no longer going to shoot me down in any admire. On the different hand, had any murders taken effect on the resort afterwards I’d were a top test as I had seen all three thugs from terminate quarters. In that eventuality I’d stay a marked man for eternity. But there became no method to clutch it for a certainty. Anyway, it may possibly possibly well be very obvious very quickly.
I nearly stopped on the final point of the curve, gripped by persisting tension and terror. Taking an instant resolve to carry out the final shuffle to traipse I rounded the turning efficiently. No photos rang out within the air. And then I ran … I ran love a rabbit in pursuit, releasing the constructed-up tension and relishing my traipse. Surprisingly, I never bought out of breath; operating at that build of ruin-neck creep appeared effortless for me. I didn’t bother about that. What I afflicted about became to forego my supper, catch abet to the guest rental at any ticket and sleep out that unsuitable evening.
And I lost my map. The panorama became completely rather just a few; it perceived to be a forest boulevard with dense overgrowth on both aspects, and I had no indicators to search out my map abet to the guest rental. All real away, I confronted a steep upward thrust within the boulevard ahead. I stopped operating and started mountain climbing, all over again with out considerations. As I reached the top possible point of the incline I stopped, and regarded ahead confidently. Alternatively, a brand novel world became waiting to greet me in.
There opened sooner than me the giant expanse of modernity-a huge city with multi-lane brilliantly-lit streets, flyovers, high rises, taking a explore division stores and 1000’s and 1000’s of automobiles intriguing dua arah. Saya menjadi terganggu, sama sekali gagal bereaksi. Dalam banyak kasus karena saya tidak pernah mengantisipasi tontonan seperti ini, dan setelah dihadapkan dengan hal itu, saya menemukan sepenuhnya petunjuk untuk mengakui bahwa kota yang dianggap termasuk terwujud entah dari mana. Saya tidak pernah tahu keberadaan kota raksasa semacam ini sehingga metode untuk kota sewa tamu terkenal kami.
Terus mengamuk di atas banyak masalah, saya bergerak di sepanjang jalan mengendalikan inci intens saya untuk memberikan pertanyaan kepada pejalan kaki tak berwajah yang nama kota. Dalam semua kesempatan ego saya mencegah saya melakukan hal itu, karena saya menjadi orang yang sering bepergian, tidak lebih rendah dari India, dan menjadi sangat menghina bagi saya untuk tidak lagi memasukkan kepercayaan tentang kota besar yang dapat dicapai dengan berjalan kaki dari tujuan paling modern saya. Saya juga beralasan dalam pikiran saya bahwa saya akan keluar dengan sangat cepat.
Harapan saya melonjak ketika saya melihat sebuah bus berdiri di atas real fair saya yang menurut saya dianggap sebagai terminal bus antar-verbal. Saya dengan cepat menyeberang ke berbagai aspek boulevard, dan memasuki kampus dengan mengambil probe untuk penghitung prangko dengan Anda dapat memasukkan nama-nama stasiun atau tujuan. Saya membeli tersinggung, frustrasi dan patah hati tidak lagi siap untuk mencari indikator apa pun yang dapat mencakup memuaskan pencarian saya. Aku berdiri diam di tengah-tengah lantai beton yang cukup besar, tidak lagi jelas apa yang harus dicapai. Saya percaya untuk mengantri di konter dan berbicara dengan petugas pemesanan; Namun apa yang akan saya ajukan kepadanya tidak memiliki keyakinan tentang efek yang saya alami atau efek yang saya dapatkan menjadi terlalu tinggi. Saya mungkin akan menjadi bahan tertawaan mutlak; Saya bertekad untuk meninggalkan premis.
Setiap individu yang dikenal sebagai saya keluar dari kemampuan mengirimkan dingin dinginkan ke tulang belakang saya. Untuk beberapa waktu saya membeku tidak lagi sulit untuk mengeksplorasi abet, tidak lagi siap untuk otot ekor tinggi, seperti menjadi kejutan dan kejutan yang melekat dalam suara itu. Karena suara menjadi sangat akrab; itu merupakan bagian integral dari diriku; itu menjadi tidak terpisahkan dari saya; tidak ada lagi peta yang mengakui suara itu. Itu menjadi istriku, teman hidup terkasihku selama lebih dari dua puluh tahun yang memanggilku dengan nada manisnya.
Di dalam sampah aku berputar-putar, dan di sana dia berdiri, tersenyum manis kepadaku, tanpa jejak ketegangan atau kejutan, kekaguman atau kekaguman atau kemarahan atau sentimen. Menjadi saya yang mulai memiliki sebagian besar emosi itu. Apa yang dia lakukan di sana? Kenapa dia ada di sana? Aku meninggalkannya di hunian yang tenang dan terhebat malam terakhir, dan dia berdiri di sana lebih cepat daripada aku menyukai penampakan. Lagi-lagi aku harus berhubungan dengan tubuh berdaging, membuat seleksi menjadi jam tangan sehingga pikiranku yang sudah tersiksa tidak mengoceh. Ketenangan dan kealamiannya juga memengaruhi rute tindakan saya di masa depan.
Saya bertekad untuk berperilaku paling teratur juga. Dari rute, saya memintanya melakukan apa yang dia lakukan di sana dan dia memberikan jawaban yang tidak jelas, dan saya memutuskan untuk tidak melakukannya. Sebagai gantinya, kami berjalan bersama menentang bangku marmer yang diukir dari dinding aspek bangunan, dan duduk sambil berbicara tentang apa pun yang tidak diucapkan. Dan kemudian pikiran saya mulai berbicara, berbicara dengan cepat, dan mengamuk gila …